Nightmare's Enddreaming of the nights of a time before memories were tainted by the ambitions of a selfish souli am enveloped by the peace of the times when life didnt rest upon the whims of a single mans dieseased heartwhere are we nowwhere do we go from herewho are we to dream of the days when our solace last forever and we no longer fear tomorrowwhere do we go from herewhere do we rest our weary heartsenveloped by the hope of this singular passioni am set freeset free from the nightmare of youkeeping me away from my dreamspeace had fadedand you had your shot at gloryin the end you arejust another souless character to be addedto my storyand it ends without passion without furybut with the silent hate that burns away the last of my sanityturning these once white walls into the walls within my mindthe walls of my asylum
Addictedand i see you thereevery night by my sidewhat a beautiful thingwhat a beautiful thingits moments like these that make me realize why we are hereits love like this that makes me livewhat a beautiful thingyea babywhat a beautiful thingand i feel it running through menothing i say can explain itand nothing can compare to itits just a feelingbut its so addicting that its hard to escapeyea, i see you thereevery night by my sidewhat a pleasant thingwhat a pleasant thingits moments like these that make me wonder why we are hereits a love like this that makes me livewhat a pleasant thingyea darlingwhat a pleasant thingand i feel it running through menothing i say can explain itand nothing can compare to itits just a feelingbut its so addicting that its hard to escapeyea, i see you thereevery night by my sidewhat an appalling thingwhat an appalling thingits moments like these that make me doubt why we are hereits a love like this that makes me want to diewhat a
Six Shots Past Loving YouSix shots past loving youIll drink you awayanother bottle for another daynothing you say will make me want to take you backcuz I'm already six shots past loving youand I hear you nowtelling me how sorry you arebut to tell you the truthi really dont care how much you crythey are just empty tearsand regardless of how much i cared about youi still have my only friendthe liquor in that bottleand darling ill drink you awayanother bottle for another daynothing you say will make me want to take you backI'm already six shots past loving youso dont come to me with your liesand dont come to me with your tearsthey mean nothing to methey mean nothing to meand all those memories i used to hold so dearand all those i love you's that fell from your lipsare nothing to meyea your nothing to meyea ill drink you awayanother bottle for another daynothing you say will make me want to take you backcuz girlim already six shots past loving you
Triggera pull of the trigger and i could bring about his endno more than a squeeze of the trigger and i could release himi can see the fear on his faceit tears him aparthe puts on a mask to hide his painbut i can see right through itsome would call him a cowardbut i only see a mani only see a manwith a pull of the trigger i could free himi see his pain painted across his facehe isnt a soldieryet he aims his gun all the sameand kills a man he never knewand even if noone else knows ithe kills part of himself toohe puts on his mask to hide his painbut i can see right through itsome would call him a cowardbut i only see a mani only see a manwith a pull of the trigger i could end himi could end the man he was never meant to bei see the pain deep in his eyeshe was never meant to be a soldierhe is only a manyet what is he nowan empty shell of who he once washe puts on a mask to hide his painbut i can see right through itsome would call him cowardbut i only see a mani
before the dawnand it goes as they sayhere we standsurrounded by the devastation we wrought upon ourselfeven now we cant even begin to understand how far we have fallenthere is no future here for methere is nothing left for uslet the peices fall where they maybut before dawn is herei swear that ill end this for goodi swear that ill end you once and for allit is here it dwellsit is here that i find i can no longer breathyour essence suffocating mereminding me of all that we hadreminding me of all that i have lostmy sanity wears thinand my heart racesdarling, i swear ill end this for goodi swear ill end you once and for allbefore that red sun rises i swearthis will all be over
Dawnwith only a candle to light this darkened roomI still feel i can see youbut its only shadows dancing on the wallsi need youi feel ive been betrayed by the feelings in my hearti said i loved you but it ended all the sameand now im left alone in this darkened roomand i can see the writing on the wallas the light dies outnothing to fear nowyour heart feels nothing for me nowand to think this is what i thought bestyea i pushed you away and now im haunted by the memoryof you loving meand the light dies outas i live my life, a bitter fucking consequence
Any Way You Pleaseyouve fallen back into the same old tracki wonder why40 years closer to death but theres something you still cant hideshouted warnings and countless pleasregardless she was on her back and her kneesvanity isnt gone and there's something she still cant seewell i can see where this leadsill speak my peace and let you bein the end youll kill yourself any way you pleaseyou attached puppet strings to your lifebut those strings are brokenand you dont even kno your still alivehappiness laid at her feetit grew tired and took its leavealone in the asylum she thinks shes freewell i can see where this leadsill speak my peace and let you bein the end youll kill yourself any way you pleaseand these dissappointments
the god memorandumTo: YouFrom: GodTake counsel.I hear your cry.It passes through the darkness, filters through the clouds, mingles with starlight, and finds its way to my heart on the path of a sunbeam.I have anguished over the cry of a hare choked in the noose of a snare, a sparrow tumbled from the nest of its mother, a child thrashing helplessly in a pond, and a son shredding his blood on a cross.Know that I hear you, also. Be at peace. Be calm.I bring thee relief for your sorrow for I know its cause ... and its cure.You weep for all your childhood dreams that have vanished with the years.You weep for all your self-esteem that has been corrupted by failure.You weep for all your potential that has been bartered for security.You weep for all your talent that has been wasted through misuse.You look upon yourself with disgrace and you turn in terror from the image you see in the pool. Who is this mockery of humanity staring back at you with bloodless eyes of shame?......................